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My Brain Won't Let Me Study

Calm down, brain.
This is not your time to speak.
I need this time to work.
You're in my way.
I know you're excited and stressed.
I'll get to you, I promise.
Please, learn some patience.
Your thoughts can wait.
My deadlines can't.
My head hurts.
I want to sleep.
But, I can't
You know that.
I know you have a story to say,
But I need you to wait.
I'm sorry.

I'm working through the struggle of being a student first and writer second. This lesson is harder than I expected, but I am learning.

~ Alyson


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